november 30
shubhra and i are back here planning
i liked the echoes under the bridge
shubhra was given free fruit
november 28
the website is glitching because i've added too many plug-ins and additional css
it is appropriate to be happening in winter
when i tell my self i don't know i respond with i'll figure it out
november 26
today it is what it is
the water was cold
the sun was warm
november 25
was laying down by the path the horses walk on
i was asking for possibility and then a possibility occurred
decorated with thank you
november 24
apparently i am interested in worrying today
im worrying even when worrying isn't something i actually want to do
and why!!!!
november 19
i am feeling the resonance of a plastic bag
i am grateful for my mom because she always wants to understand me
i am asking my great cousin once removed a lot of questions today
november 18
in a nearly empty chinese restaurant in san fransisco
talking to my cousin about his developing theory on ai consciousness (momentum + position, self-knowledge, uncertainty principle)
then we watched the livestream of the opera
november 17
the river was strong and loud
sometimes i get so confused to the point of having no words to even say im confused
there's nothing else i want to say
november 16
reunited with the big bus and the people on the big bus
i love the big bus
once again tasked with doing important things that i have never done before correctly
november 15
raining
walk to the park with shubhra liv and isaac
i was interested in these rain drops being in the center of all of these leaves
november 11
4am
$400
4pm
november 10
even though i feel strange i am in the same boat as eight billion people
even though i feel strange i am joining a club of eight billion people
i have a few new ideas today
november 09
sleeping and eating have become really strange
it’s no problem at all
also i saw sarah today
november 08
muscle-memoried a tutoring session
we fed marin’s cat who is the kindest cat i have ever met
inexplicably inspired by a giant mound of dirt on the street and took three pictures of it
november 07
screening for isaac
party for nic + molly
so so so so so so so so sooooo sweet
november 06
light on my feet happy
took a waymo with alicia to a concert
afterwards two women in a pulled over by us to say that it made them happy watching us dance the whole time
november 04
i enjoyed this day
i was smiling
saw the moon it was big
november 03
office bedroom studio
outside inside
whatever wherever
november 02
for my grandfather today
it's true when you die that certain cracks get filled with love
your soul endures your own complications