may 28 
a rock that had a raise to it and i could sit lower than my calves and stretch 
also situated right in the middle of the stream like an island
alicia read my mind and texted me a song

may 26 saw sarah thankfully went with sarah to see two apartments then lassens but lassens in los feliz not echo park 


may 25
walking around there and back
today lasted forever
we all agreed on it

may 21
they are laughing in the doorway and advising me on some thing
we are making the same joke over
they got a beer that i tasted and then we climbed up to the roof
may 18 
3/? today
my teacher kissed me on the cheek 
i kept her lipstick mark on and wore it all day 
may 14
i create this and that
i created then back when it was happening
i am creating right now too 

may 08
in san diego to groupie pearl & richard 
i gave them floss and mints from my purse 
special




may 05
carried you in my arms 
sat you on my lap 
miss you so so much 
may 4 
2/? 
there is a lot to learn
im reading


may 02 
i go alone 
i carry my self all the way through 
i do a good enough job at it


may 01 
went to the river/creek/stream that ro told me about 
i had one conversation with ro at work and in it she told me i should go here and then she left
i heard she moved to amsterdam