december 31
2025 day 
thank you so much 
every thing

december 30
walking 
napping 
week long mild stomach ache confusing me

december 29
certain things will just love you
easy like this!
just love you love you love you

december 28
home now
outside is my favorite color 
i want to listen with every thing

december 27
so i have actually found answers in oracle 
also the cat has slept by my side the past two nights
i treat the cat how the cat treats me so we like each other

december 25 
i am wondering if i will find any answers in oracle arizona  
i have been understanding the cacti in a very emotional way
out here they just take the rain when it comes

december 24 
prayer hands 
more soon
my camera rarely focuses which to me makes every good-enough photo amazing and valuable 

december 23 
i am changing again 
i am becoming newly acquainted
then i am changing again! 

december 19 
an apple and ten sips of ten different wines for breakfast
it is all good
chin up

december 17
west hollywood day 
practiced with liam 
i had caviar for the first time this evening

december 16
this morning the moon was out and the sky was pink 
drove to angel's crest which i’m realizing might actually called angeles crest but i always knew it as angel’s crest
there are memories here that i remembered 

december 15 
today i was given a little tangerine 
as always certain things light me up
as always certain things get me down

december 13
i was in the cold 
i was handling many harvested carrots 
the carrots were dirty and beautiful like every living thing 

december 12
it can be so great to like objects 
shubhra gifted me a metal ruler for the holidays 
liv has knit me a scar

december 11
in an experience of both doing and not doing the important things on my to do list 
today i did one of the things i had putting off doing on the list and when i arrived to do it i was told i had great timing 
when thinking about doing things quickly, there are other adjectives that are potentially even better than quickly

december 10
graciously got taken to a lakers game, my first lakers game 
even though they did lose it was a great game to me
i like winning but it is sort of the same to me as losing 

december 09
i drove to the baseball field to lay in the sun
i kicked a pinecone over this fence
i tried to do it again but i couldn’t  

december 07
i am sick 
i am tired
it's okay

december 03
tested this out
even though it is supposed to work i was still surprised it actually did work 
so you can hit my line

december 02 
watching the pot boil
things that some people say never happen actually might happen all the time 
so it is important to maintain one's own unique outlook on things 

december 01
pressed juice from mairin 
car mat from jesse 
wisdom from the wise man